"The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."-Psalm 34:18
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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Voters' angst

 
Currently Listening
Mockingbird
By Derek Webb
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Before you start reading, please listen to this song:Hallelujah, and read the lyrics posted next to it. I suggest listening to it again as you read...

This morning, for the first time in my life, I voted in a presidential election.
I had been looking forward to this opportunity since about my Junior year in high school - I was really excited about getting to participate in choosing our nation's next leader when I realized during the time of the 2004 elections that I'd be old enough to vote in the next presidential election.
Towards the middle of my Senior year in high school, I began to consider libertarianism, and currently consider myself a "classical liberal."
For Halloween this year, I dressed as Ron Paul, 'cause what could be scarier to the entrenched political regimes?...And 'cause I didn't get around to buying a Guy Fawkes mask.
A few years' worth of anticipation, and then the candidates for the 2008 election. I could have voted the Libertarian ticket, for Bob Barr and Wayn Allyn Roote, but Barr's too extreme for my taste. Obama, I've already written about (here), and for McCain, I've no faith in his campaign with the joke of a running mate he chose (putting aside the continued policies of the Republican Party "Maverick").

All this to say, I couldn't find an appealing, or even a suitable option to vote for as the next president of these United States. So, during the summer I decided to go ahead and write in Ron Paul. He was the one candidate I actually agreed with on policy, and I liked his demeanor as I got to see him in the primaries.
Some would call this a wasted vote; I contend that it was an exercise of my constitutional right to vote and a fulfillment of my civic duty, as a protest against the (in my eyes) very poor "options" we had this year (don't even get me started on how screwed up I think the right to vote is...).
So, I go to vote. Walking out of the polling station, I am extremely frustrated as I realize just how uneffective my action was.
A solid 4 years of anticipation, met with two equally bad choices.
Hurrah for real life.
The desert of the real (recognize the quote?).
And, since I don't intend on being a political candle or lighting any gunpowder any time soon, the futility of my protest really got me down.

I expressed this to a good friend, who suggested that I get over it. After being all angsty for a few hours, I started listening to Derek Webb's re-released-for-free album, Mockingbird, especially "A King and a Kingdom." I'm starting to feel better now.
Having Jeff Buckley's "Hallelujah" stuck in my head since Sunday night hasn't helped much. Other than that it got me thinking about the only genuine "Hallelujah" I should be pursuing is Christ.

So now I'm listening to a different Hallelujah.

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